I found a Pre-K position that is offering 12k more than what I make now but the draw back is that it is a hour commute from my current apartment. To apply or not to apply?

Lord i dropped my drink in my phone!

Funny how vodka numbs the senses!

I’m convinced that there were chiggars in my bed last weekend. I woke up with huge itchy welts in rather odd places like my belly button and lower back. Gross right?

Is pretty badass.

For the past six months or so my brain has been consumed with the idea of starting a family. It is one goal that I have that I’d like to accomplish. I’m sure that this is natural because this is my professsion. I take care of children and I’d like to have my own some day. I realized that when the plan failed I was left with a whole new life perspective. I am no longer consumed by the thoughts. I’m not saying I’ve given up on the dream, but it is no longer center focused. The expereience has caused me to take a step back and realize that I love my life right now. I have a whole new calmness with annoying co-workers and my crazy little four year olds. A fellow blogger wrote about his surgery experience this morning. He said that the world does not stop for you or at least something like that. It’s true how boring would life be if the world stopped everytime the world did not go in someones favor or your plans changed. We’d all be sitting at red lights impatiently waiting our turn to start living. Don’t get me wrong, I’m going through the emotions “grief” as my midwife called it and I blew her off as she said it, but I’m dealing with the loss. I suppose my realization out of this whole exprerience brings me to the end of my grief “acceptance.” There was a bump in my road but because I stopped I noticed all the flowers in my life.

Guess we’re not having tacos tonight!

neuski:

Tacos at SATCO on a beautiful day… There isn’t much better.

Said that it was going to be “sizzling” in the south today. Dude, it’s going to be only 88 today. I thought that was quite cool compared to last week! So sorry that New York is going to be in the 70’s! Where’s that annoying Al Rocher? My neck of the woods is not so hot!

Today is my last day of work for the week. I’m off tomorrow! I’m laying at the pool! That’s the play oh and well Tyler wants to go to the hot fried chicken festival. Yes a whole festival for fried chicken on the bone oh and not to mention spicy. I can’t hardly wait. Today is also out of uniform day. Thank God! Too bad it’s way to hot for jeans.